I am so tired at the moment. I have not ever felt as exhausted as i do right now. my last day of was saturday - which was 4 days ago but its feels like i have not had one in a while.

I think all this work i am doing has caught up with me. all i have been doing lately is Ropes. i actually complained - okay moaned is more like it - to me line manager. he was great and tried his best to sort it out even sending an email to timetabling saying they better sort it out or he will take me off sessions and say i am 'sick'. I am so grateful for what he has been trying to do. i just feel aweful that i've been moaning alot. i'm going to try and go a week without complaining. lol. i never normally complain so i'm not liking it one bit.

This morning i was again on abseiling but was changed to beach walk right at the last minute. i nearly fell alseep in the beach. lol. then this afternoon i have abseiling again. but the first session. well the youth group have not arrived yet. so got 3rd session off. which is why i am here.

With it being Summer camp we have indies in (individuals) - they are hard work but i love it. Except the sleep overs we have to do. basically we have to go at 9:30pm make sure they are in their rooms and lights out a certain time depending on age group then we stay there until 7:30am. long time. especially when you aint getting paid for the hours after lights out. Hard life eh?! lol.

Dont get me wrong i am loving it! i'm just tired.

I want to say a big hello and i've missed you to my friend bellechic912  - welcome to mindsay!