I'm a bit miserable at the moment.

The reason why? I've had enough of university.

i really have and i do not know what to do. i feel like crying but then i think that i shouldn't.

i want to talk to someone but its 1:15am.

 I want to leave uni but what will i do? Am i just staying at university becasue i do ont want a dead end job?        i believe that to be true. At the moment i am unhappy.

I have two essays due in on monday before 9am and i have just started the first one but i have no enthusiasm to do it, so i cant concentrate on what i am writing.

Maybe i am being this way because i am stressed with them. but i dont know, during the summer i did not want to come back but i passed my exams so i did.

but i want to be at university just not doing the course that i am.

Maybe being a student is not for me and i should go work and take some night classes/courses

What i am to do? oooo i dont know:'(

Edit: i think i may not want to drop out even though it is making me unhappy at the moment is becuase i dont want to be seen as a Failure. thats a big concern to me, that people will see that i could not hack being at university.